Final Option

I did not write anything in my diary yesterday. Even, when I write something, I may not necessarily put it on my blog.

Till 6 PM today, I had two options to work on: either to see how merge logic works in OBIEE or to write down answers to questions that I may be asked. The second option, I think, will become increasingly clearer in days to come. But at 6:30 PM today, I suddenly recalled the thought I had couple of days ago. I had thought to cook Bhindi ki sabzi and Chapati. That became the final option.

So, I called up Mommy and asked her to how to cook Bhindi and Chapati. I had a slight idea on what to do. But I wanted to confirm. I started to follow her steps earnestly. Finally after spending nearly 1.5 hours, I managed to cook Bhindi and Chapati. Bhindi was good. No Chapati, however was round as it should have been. With practice, I hope to make them round. I have taken snaps of my expedition.

Those who say or feel that home making is easy are really naïve. At least, home cooking is not easy. Try giving your Chapati some shape. The ones I cooked today resembled some sort of maps.

9/25/2008 4:22 PM IST

I just forgot what I wanted to write. Increasingly, I forget things spontaneously. I hope everything is all right with me. I think I am going through yet another phase of uncertainty. I have gone through these phases earlier too. I always used to say that my future is not dependent on one exam. Now that I have tried to use my past, present or whatever to affect my future, I am even more anxious. This is kind of a last resort. If this one does not click, I am not sure what else will.

On a totally different note, writing these short notes are good, it saves time I otherwise have to spend thinking of all these things throughout the day. Writing it down puts a full stop to these, at least for the day.